Between my last semi-boyfriend and Master A, I have exposed myself to the world of kink, BDSM and D/s lifestyles. The eight months Red and I were monogamous, I essentially went without and I felt it. I missed it very much. I can’t say I really missed the D/s part because it was with Master that I really began exploring that world but the kink and BDSM, yes. I missed the uniqueness of kinky sex. It isn’t just a little oral, some kissing, intercourse, orgasms, done. Now with Master, the passion in our sex is so intense that we don’t integrate much kink or that often. But our sessions are amazing. I know I wouldn’t be able to live without sessions or BDSM again. It’s too much of who I am now.