As you all know the married couples in the quad are divorcing and planning on marrying the SOs. Kitty and Red, but mostly Kitty are having trouble letting go. Kitty and I had decide to wait to take off rings until after Easter. Her wedding band is one of my family heirlooms, so we agreed she would give it back and I would hold it give to our daughter when she’s old enough.
One of my family let slip that I have been asking them about dates for Baby Doll’s and my wedding. Kitty freaked the fuck out! She’s hurt that we are talking about this before the paperwork is done. I guess I don’t see why it matters. She already told me that she and Red were going to get a quick legal thing before a bigger event.
Regardless… Kitty put her wedding band in my room. And by the end of the night had put all the jewelry I ever gave her on the landing of the second floor. Devastated, I retaliated by doing the same. I was shaking and Baby Doll had to keep me from doing something I would really regret. Later Baby Doll collected all the items and put them in a suitcase for me.
I’m Italian and a naturally vindictive person…I’m trying really hard to rise above. I don’t think there is really anything left that would surprise me…or in turn hurt me, anger, yes, hurt no. I’m done. I want to kill her with kindness… And show her nothing she does is going to bring me down. Not a fucking easy task, but absolutely necessary! Wish me luck! And a big fat fucking thank you to Baby Doll for escorting me through this shit!!!